Leave something in my ASK-BOX!
its funny because people think im quiet
but im just listening to everyones conversations
and figuring out your weaknesses
and ill use them against you to get further in life
because i hate everyone
So today i had an mental/psychological breakout. I had an talk with my mother about love and how it feels (i was asking her bc i dont feel anything)
And while she was talking about egoistic children who start caring for others and this is a base for feeling love for someone else and so on..
i just realised, that, i do not have a boyfriend to have a lover. I have my 32-yo boyfriend (i’m 17) to have a replacement for well, i am scared to say that but, my dad. Because apparantely i am old enough and i know i will get rid of my parents turning 18. But, i cant survive without the love of a father by my side, so i replace it with the love of a 32-yo.
Yeah, obviously i went crazy…
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